Just feel like complaining a little. Is there no other computer related job that, like programming, attracts people that love to do what they do? I mean I code because I love it and because I have a vision of what all the work will bring in the long run.
I have worked with and been friends with a number of fantastically talented graphics artists. None of them seem to have any love for what they do. None of them seem to be able to look beyond the next five minutes to see what could be.
A few months ago I had an excellent artist all set to help me on projects. He understood what I wanted to accomplish and agreed that the plan was a good one. Just as things were getting into gear he apparently talked to someone that convienced him that java couldn’t be used for gaming. He basically disappeared off the face of the Earth after that and completely left me in the lurch.
Now I posted a project definition and request for help on a web site that caters to pixel artists. People that like to draw sprites for games and that sort of thing. I got a few positive responses and thought things might get moving again. However I have yet to hear back from any of the four people that seemed excited to come onto the project.
This is just so frustrating. I feel I have to ability to do what I want, start a childrens game company. I certainly have the drive. I’m not making any money off the uncountable hours I’ve been putting in but I see the potential. Frankly there is NO way I can acheive this dream without the help of artists, I simply don’t have the skills required to make my own graphics.
Anyway I just needed to rant a little.