Hello everyone,
this subject has nothing to do with Java or game developing, however, i was thinking about it almost everyday (specially on depression moments ;D ) so i said maybe i’ll have better opinion here from large numbers of good people with different ages and experiences :
the thing is that i didn’t go to college since last December, in that time i felt a real rage because of the quality of what they are teaching us, i couldn’t stay cause i felt very stupid and that am wasting time and money for things i know 7 years ago, i remained at home trying to learn some stuff alone (mainly Java game programming) am feeling very happy like this, but also am very worried and afraid, am not sure that what am doing now is right or wrong, i don’t want to found myself 4 years later regretting those time and looking everywhere just to get a license in some field.
So now am finding myself frustrating and very confused, i don’t know if i should go back to college and spend a whole 2 painful year and half to get a degree that i don’t know how to call it in english 
(we say “BTS” here ) and then wishing to find a job in some shitty enterprise (yup finding a job here is like digging for water in a desert)
or keep on doing the self learning thing also wishing that i could find a job soon (even online) and that’s it life will go on and i’ll be happy :
your thoughts ?